| Monday, April 22nd, 2002 |
| 11:31 pm |
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| Monday, February 4th, 2002 |
| 4:42 pm |
I'm tired and something funky is going on with my computer |
| Wednesday, January 30th, 2002 |
| 11:49 am |
heehee
wow... i know i haven't written in here for a long long time... well I'm writing in it now... heehee... I'm happy Current Mood:  happy |
| Thursday, November 29th, 2001 |
| 9:37 pm |
happy day people!
Hi ... i know i haven't written in here for awhile so... Happy day ppl |
| Friday, October 19th, 2001 |
| 1:45 am |
GRRRRRRR!!!!!!!
FUCK THE WORLD!!!! maybe that's my PMS talking.... i'm just really really piss off at everything... and fuckin' tired but never can get to sleep... ppl say meditate .... i tried that ppl say say the rosary... i tried that count sheep... did that breath deeply... been there Any sugguestions? I think i'm at the end of my ropes with the stupid sleeping methods cuz they DON'T WORK!!!! Current Mood:  angry |
| Wednesday, October 10th, 2001 |
| 5:21 pm |
Confused
Well, for the past 3 wks I've been feeling poopy on Thursdays but today, it was a change, I felt poopy today... it totally confused me, because it's wednesday and I woke up thinking it was Thursday... well at least my poopy day is gone, I hope... so I could be energetic and sell korean BBQ tomorrow Thursday... Nobody wants to buy food from a poopy feeling person Current Mood: poopy |
| Thursday, October 4th, 2001 |
| 10:34 pm |
hmmm... pleez comment on this
A guy just met a girl He talks to her for over four hrs the next day. He's going to take her to Disneyland, just her and him cuz she wants to go there He says he only likes her as a friend. Is that true? Current Mood:  jealous |
| 2:45 pm |
Feeling shitty
I've notice that every Thursday I feel shitty, I wake up feeling sick so I don't want to wake up at all... these past few weeks I've been missing my first thursday class but... they are mandatory so I have to go... gosh I feel shitty Current Mood:  bitchy |
| 2:18 am |
Fun finally
I haven't fun in a very long time. Even though I didn't do much tonight, my heart is filled with joy. Tonight... i had a massaging class, went shopping with KDPhi and after that went broomballing with them and the Lambdas... =) |
| Thursday, September 27th, 2001 |
| 2:08 am |
boy repellent
I think i'm repelling guys ... i see them looking at me and the thought that comes to my mind ... is that they are thinking i'm a freak or something... cuz they have tat look in their eyes.... usually whenever they get that look that way in the past i shy away cuz usually i think they are interested... but now i see their thoughts being that i'm a freak... i dunno... Current Mood: unattractiveCurrent Music: LFO - Every Other Time(Radio Edit) |
| Wednesday, September 26th, 2001 |
| 9:59 pm |
hmmmm....
i have a headache right now. I don't think I could ever feel the way Johnny is feeling for me right now to anyone for that long... with just discussing the reason why he won't talk to me with him gave me this headache... i'm soooooo pooped out from school and CASA.... yea!!! we had our first mtg today, it was great, it was taken placed at the theater and the place was packed. Our hip hop team was great.... goodnite Current Mood:  nauseatedCurrent Music: Lifehouse - Hanging By A Moment |
| Tuesday, September 25th, 2001 |
| 2:55 am |
My First Journal Entry
As whoever has noticed I haven't been updated... so here it is Today is my first day in a long time since I've written one of these. I remember when my hand use to get tired of writing my thoughts. So, this time I'm typing it onto my computer. I'm sick, really sick. I've eaten on average 1 meal a day. Tonight, I got so overcome by jealousy that Jason and me parted again. I can't handle how this emotional stress anymore. It was just a couple of days ago that I tried to take my life again. Every time I'm in La Jolla, I just get so depress. I don't know, maybe it's the atmosphere. Or it's the fact that I don't have any real friends here, since I didn't live on campus and bond with my fellow classman. Jason told me that he's concentrating on school now, but still loves me and stuff. I guess my problem is that I don't trust him. I mean, who wouldn't with the type of past we have. I'm getting really tired now, but getting my feelings out is helping me. My heart isn't at ease whenever I'm away from him, even though he assures me that there's nothing going on between him and his many gal pals. I guess if he weren't so attractive I wouldn't have much to be worry about. I've bombarded my schedule that I don't even know who's going to hire me, because there is no room for work. I'm supposed to relax, and not get so emotional, but I can't help myself. The other night when I was in Jason's arms, I felt so secure and happy and so much at peace. Current Mood:  crappyCurrent Music: Angela Via - Picture Perfect |
| Friday, September 7th, 2001 |
| 1:24 am |
Hmmm....
I haven't been updating my LJ for awhile... well I don't think it's neccessary to log in how many hrs I slept ... ok.. me go back to sleeping again |
| Thursday, August 30th, 2001 |
| 6:07 pm |
Happy Birthday to me!!!
I didn't go to sleep until 4 in the morning. Starting at 10 am my friend Scott called me, he was making me pancakes when I wake up. I went back to sleep because I was having a wonderful dream the was making me feel sooooo good about myself. And I continue with my dream. Sandeep called me to wake me up and wish me happy birthday, but i went back to sleep =) my dream was that good! heehee... ummm... then my recent ex called me to wish me happy birthday but then we started arguing and he just ruined my sleep, I couldn't go back to sleep after that =( I was waiting for *someone* to call, you know who you are, but they never did call. =( So, I went to my friend's house for breakfast and then when I came back, one of my bestfriends drove up and gave me my birthday present, I was surprised cuz I didn't expect anyone to come over. Ok... I'm kinda disappointed cuz I don't get my birthday cake today, I have to wait for Sunday. Otherwise, It's been peachy. =) I had a really nice dream =) I would describe the dream, but that would reveal a lot of my inner thoughts. Current Mood:  jubilant |
| Monday, August 27th, 2001 |
| 1:29 am |
i look at the world in a better light =)
ELA27316 [1:17 AM]: i discovered that our school was really really bad Hulahula6 [1:18 AM]: how so ELA27316 [1:18 AM]: that 90% of the school was doing it Hulahula6 [1:19 AM]: 90 % of the people were bad? ELA27316 [1:19 AM]: it's not bad Hulahula6 [1:20 AM]: what ELA27316 [1:20 AM]: but it's more forward than other schools Hulahula6 [1:20 AM]: what are you talking about ELA27316 [1:21 AM]: well... ppl were doing it during high school but at other high schools they weren't ELA27316 [1:22 AM]: or maybe that's just me being naive again ELA27316 [1:22 AM]: and 90% teenager had sex in high school ELA27316 [1:22 AM]: everywhere Hulahula6 [1:24 AM]: oh trust me EVERYONE at all schools probably were. ELA27316 [1:24 AM]: golly geez... why am i so naive? Hulahula6 [1:24 AM]: you just look at the world in a better light which isnt necessarily bad ELA27316 [1:25 AM]: i c |
| Sunday, August 26th, 2001 |
| 11:18 pm |
My horoscope for Monday
Virgo, the Moon is in Capricorn today and is passing through your 5th House of "Fun and Enjoyment." It's that time of the month for you to ask yourself: "Am I having fun yet?" In the Game of Life, being HAPPY and having FUN is how we keep score. , do something TODAY that you LIKE. Do it for the sheer ENJOYMENT of doing it -- and for no other purpose. Relish the moment! Today, the little kid in you needs your undivided attention and your unconditional love. |
| Saturday, August 25th, 2001 |
| 7:18 pm |
Forgetful me
My mom and I went down to San Diego today to turn in my old apartment key and garage opener, and to clear out some boxes in the apartment but lil old me forgot to bring the key =( so basically today was a waste since I still need to return the keys this week... and I haven't renew my driver license and my birthday is this thursday so... i need to do that too... Things to do this week: Return stuff to old apartment office and clean stuff out, go to DMV to renew license, eat birthday cake Current Mood:  full |
| 1:46 am |
Guys and girls
iCCmochi's profile :Guys: they set their hearts on a girl and go get her Gals: they get all these guys and just decide which guy is the best 1 I think guys and girls have it the same... it's just divided between ugly people and pretty people. |
| Friday, August 24th, 2001 |
| 12:36 am |
Death
Just watched "Meet Joe Black" Thought for the moment: Do you think you'll know your time is up when it comes? Current Mood:  calm |
| Thursday, August 23rd, 2001 |
| 1:38 pm |
soaps
I woke up at 12:30 and turned on my soap opera. Right now Day of Our Lives is on right now... and they are portraying a scene from Sound of Music... and that movie always puts me in a good mood. Too bad I don't have that movie. Soaps are sooo complicated at times. Well, because of soaps I want a significant other at this moment... there's sooo much passion and drama in there. I had drama before when I didn't want it, but I really think there won't be drama in my next relationship. I mean if there is, I'm gonna swear off guys. I don't miss drama, but I miss passion. My friend, Wooshin once told me that I deserve and need to have a guy who is passionate, creative, sweet, and intelligent. Basically a combination of my last two boyfriends. Sigh, I don't think I'll ever find a guy like that, because that description is the description of a perfect guy for me. And perfection doesn't exist in this world. It's sad but true. Current Mood:  lonely |
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